this is my little corner

it feels great to blog, to say how i feel and think about stuffs here. 

i got no idea if anyone is reading.. i think nobody knows..so the more i can say anything here. :) 

so boy and i celebrated Valentine's day ytd.

this is what i think about vday..

many said that.. v day is nothing because every day is vday to a couple. 

so there is nothing to celebrate.

furthermore, restaurants and flowers are all overpriced.

i agree to the above only if a couple spends quality time tgt consistently. 

but for couples who are busy with their work and other stuffs, neglecting their partner, i think vday is a great day to remind them that their partner has been loving and supporting them. 

I hope they spend this day accompanying their partner and have a short sweet talk, expressing how you feel and thank them. its not easy for 2 person to meet and be together.

there is no need for a pricey gift or to dine in a posh restaurant.

its the sincerity that counts after all.

anyway, before ytd arrives, i had been hoping that ytd will be a great day with boy..no work topics, no arguments, nice food, movie, shopping and thats all. i wasn't hoping for any gift cause i don't want any of us to fret over what to buy. i was the one who said not to buy anything but just go for a brunch. all i want is to relax with the his accompany.

i had been feeling really unhappy about us and so i thought ytd was an opportunity to make me feel better and more secure.

but it didn't turn out that great.. i was greatly disappointed. i thought what i had wanted was easy to achieve and  the least that he could give me.

we finally went for our virgin brunch at Prive (Keppel Bay). its pretty nice there..and the food was great.

caught 'Underworld' @ Shaw house. (for duno what reason, i kept saying underwater underwater underwater!) 

went far east for a short shopping and only manage to get a top. had a unhappy conversation not worth mentioning. cause i know how i feel and what i say will not change what do think.

tried to be ok and continue window shopping.. no mood to buy anymore. 

slacked at shaw house for a while and he said that he wanted to get me a present which he had already chosen. my definition of chosen means we are just going to get it now without me having to choose. but to him, he chose 2 items and wanting me to choose one of it. 

anyway, because of this present thingy, i really felt unhappy. 

i appreciate his thought of wanting to get me a present. but when he ask me to choose, its really not nice. hence, i said not to buy. because spending $300+ for something that i don't like doesn't make sense. i provided him with an alternative since he would like to get me something.

i said that he can get me clothes or pay for the top that i had got it previously. but he said that it wasn't decent. he don't feel good getting me something that is cheap and asked me to at least get a dress that costs $100+. 

i didn't choose and want to :'( ytd but we almost could have a beautiful day tgt.

OK, I can't go on or i'll start feeling @%^&^&*)P$! all over again.

all this HOOOHAAA is tiring me out.

I REALLY REALLY NEED TO STUDY ALREADY!