slacker

HHEEEHAWWW... cause i had previously blogged a post but the entire chrome just simply disappeared. tsk..


2 more yoga lessons with Om Shivya
4 new lessons with Real Yoga
thankfully that i go for yoga..cause i am not exercising. and yoga kind of give me a chance to move parts of my body to keep them alive. i do have a pair of sports shoe for running but its not motivating me to go for a run. i can always join kevin for a run..but when i think of him running such a long distance, i rather get fat & unhealthy. Luckily i have yoga kakis..my best friends :) we had been doing yoga on and off..the best was still at Hom Yoga..


i'm lazy to talk about jh's & jm's tuition fees.. in conclusion, i had earned $240.00 lesser. i feel so sad cause i was l anticipating the payment after i spent on my iphone. thanks to my cousin, i do not need to spend on my casing.
i need to wait till dec for tuitions to resume so that i can have money coming in.. 
broke :( but still spending.. i feel that i'm getting less and less discipline. what happened?


i got up early today, hoping that i could:

1. pack my room (its collecting dust cause i don't spend a lot of my time here)
2. pack clothes for flea (finally!)
3. pack my notes.. (its in a mess)
4. paint my nails 
5. go for dinner @ my dama's hse
6. do some to-do list to get myself organised.

only #2, 4 & 5 were completed. time flies..

i got up at 9am for breakfast and all-time 9am korean drama on scv..

at 10+am, fb and played meaningless smurf game..

at 11am, i fell aslp.

all the way till 2.30pm.. in between, i got up to reply whatsapp, messages, visit the toilet..

do you believe that i can't help it? i just can't wake up! i don't want to slp anymore but i feel as if i didn't slp the night before. it took me less than a minute to fall asleep after i closed my eyes. i don't even have the energy to shut down my com or off the lights. -k.n.o.c.k o.u.t-

there is something that i need to do about myself.

for a better me..

i'm glad that i know that i need to do something about it..but i'm still not sure how to go about it and if i can really do it. 

sometimes, i still do it and don't feel good after that, questioning myself why and is it necessary ?

i feel improvements..but still question myself whether it really gets better or i'm just lying to myself. 

i guess it takes time