After days of us or rather only me being like this, things remain unchange..
i shall see...maybe this is a good decision and let us just remain till whatever it will happen.
because nothing had been done
or is it because i am afraid and do not have the courage to accept it.
life still just goes on as per normal for him..which i should be happy for him too.
though i still can't understand how can he look so unconcern about anything other than himself..
its not that i don't want to accept his care and concern but i know that if i had accepted it, we will be the way how we had been and the same problem will arise again n again.

it suddenly comes to me that there is no one whom i can pester as and when i want to and flood the inbox. there is no shoulder i can lean on whenever i want to.

u never know when i cried for u

-s.i.c.k-