after all of that, not even 48hrs had passed, again.

i managed to bluff myself through it?
emptied everything..
but it just came back a few hours ago.

i know i tried my best.
and i really still don't understand.

i feel like i'm your robot or something,
show the expression that u want to see,
feel and think the way u want me to,
let u vent on,
listen to u as and when u like and do whatever u want to do.
cause u never consider my feelings.

things remain even when u see me go heartbroken, see me cry.
i wonder who won't go speechless..

everything just changes so fast...
when i was still thinking about a short trip for your birthday and planning the things for 14th during Econs class and now...

i wonder if its a good thing to go to bed now.
because when i wake up tmr, i don't know how should i be feeling.

i want my pills.