My 2012

Hows your New year so far?

mine still alright so far..not sure if its because of deceiving or if i had really think otherwise for many things.

what i hope in 2012:

• lead a healthy lifestyle - eat regularly cause i really hate the awful feeling of gastric pain. slp regularly not just because for good complexion but also health. keep feeling really tired even though i had slept for 10hours or more. need to exercise at least once per week.. not because i am dieting but i feel really unfit. even crossing a bridge feels like dying now.
• pay back $$ for school fees.
• start working
• travel to as many places as i can
• pamper myself more
• open up myself and learn to socialise
• time management - so that i can spend time with ALL my friends and love ones.
• buy many clothes, shoes, accessories, bags.. ETC ETC. feels really happy with all these. 

i was talking to someone the other day about how is the worklife in Singapore and told him to get used to it.

i then realise that i had this strong thinking that humans are really disgusting. i told him about something and commented... 'very disgusting right?'

i don't mean disgusting as in dirty or unhygienic, but a person's character. by saying this, i'm not blaming anyone who does any acts that are not preferred. rather, i feel that we should blame the society.

i believe that all humans are kind-hearted and innocent by nature.

sadly, we are all ruined by the environment and society.

in order to keep up with the pace, we change. majority, from good to bad and bad to worse.

not because i'm pessimistic and hence hope that the world will come to an end soon. i just happen to see how horrible a person can become because of different environments. also, we are no longer controlling but being controlled by the surroundings. its time that we start all over again.