and so, okay..i'm still thinking about it, its not getting out of my mind yet.
Annie told me about dad's car.. the repair requires $3k. we had to decide if we want to repair or let go of it. we had to fork out money to repair.
then it came to me that daryl just told me that that asshole borrowed $2.5 from him and darren borrowed $2.8k from him for school fees. i understand the latter one but ask that asshole to go and die. i wish that he had borrowed the $ to go casino and lose everything away.
conclusion.. we know that these 2 ppl have no $. on the other hand, Daryl don't want to fork out any money.
i understand that each of us has other commitments. but then again, its really contradicting. they can say that they got no money, when they ALL use iphone.. buy unnecessary stuffs.. buy expensive snacks for the gods.. etc etc. its such a joke, your son stay in a condo, drives a audi or whatever, your son-in-law is doing well, everyone is working and paid a monthly salary..but no one has got $. they burn the money away is it?
i feel pretty upset that night to hear things like:
"everyone only care about themselves, selfish"
"relationship debt"
"she also got take the car"
"funny, come and ask me for money"
i really got no idea if my decision to fork out 1k is right or wrong. seriously, we got no guarantee that the car can function well for the coming 2 or 3 years, or even 1 year. what if it breaks down again? i made this decision cause i really do not want my dad to have nothing. first, he do not know how to take the train/bus. second, even if he do know or he can take cabs , i don't want him to queue/wait, and squeeze with other people. third, if he got no car and stays home all the time, many people will often get scoldings even when they do not make mistakes.
i feel so tired. working so hard to gather the bloody school fees and then the $ just disappear overnight. now i don't have to go anywhere for holiday. plus bf is busy
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