i came in and wanted to blog many times
but didn't manage to click publish.

i wasn't angry at all, who am i to get angry and so what if i get angry.
i will only be angry over nth.
just feeling more and more dishearten and far away each time.
not only you can't see that i'm trying to get closer to you, to feel more secure and so that i can trust us.
you also can't see something is missing..

and i'm missing it every night.
i kept it close to me 24/7 but still feeling unsure.