lots of emo-ing recently..
i have to lessen it somehow, really..
pms over..i guess..
sorry, and yes, i'm v.emotional, i know.

just that most of the time i'm able to hold it.
but there are times i'm tired and i need to vent it too.
just stay by me, will u?

the days to come, should be study study and still study.. (HOPEFULLY)
i have to study..
i'll 'try' to love banking ok
(pls don't let my bro that i hate it seriously! it really really sucks!
CML/SML..whatever it is.. dy/dx..payable..outliers...macaulay..all go to hell!)
just 3 more months!!!!!


i can't wait for 14th of May..like so seriously.. (ok, i know its 3mths away) but i need this break badly.
its a SPECIAL day !! a v.happy day. and thank god that my last paper is on the 13th.
HUrrayss..
where everything will be put down...i can jump, laugh, play, drink or whatever..
without any worries and together with u :)
i can work a lot and start adding on figures to my income..
i can eat and buy anything i like without constraints.
we can do many many activities...HAVE LOTS OF FUN..
no quarrels or argument..only love
play and enjoy without any guilt..
don't need to say "didn't study eh...HOWHOWHOW???"

i want to be spoilt badly...pampered..

i want presents!! flowers !! celebrations..!! ok, i'm very excited about that day..opps.

i want to spend more time laughing with the lamers..with the pretties..and caring more about them..
sadly, i think i've left out a lot of ppl as i grow...
on the other hand, i'm so fortunate to have these bunch of friends now..
and i don't want to lose anyone of them.. and they are all enough.

i am not anti-social..its just that i see no point in making new friends or people for the sake of because we are going to be working together or something...
and i really want to care about my friends..want them to be doing well, and be there for them.
and not just a hi..then a bye...

i don't really detest people who wear a mask, treating u nicely and stabing you at the back.
cause they have their reasons to do so...for survivor, for good grades.. whatever it is.
but i just can't be like them.
i know this is what i've just said..unfortunately, i'm also aware that maybe 1 day i have to be like them when i go out there to work.
this is reality..

ANYWAY,
met up with py/yan n gee and had dinner at tiong bahru.
and when we get together,
we ;s;dkvfpogkjop jgpoejgdlmvlkvgiowewjgopwjo;swgmr....wsjfowjlzcsknbr....it goes on and on and on..
to the extend that we took the wrong train and head towards the EAST!
and i only realise it when i heard "KALLANG" when they are still happily chatting..haha
-loser-!
IT MUST BE SIQI LAHX...
she always do a lot a lot of stuns...
cannot mention here..cause she will be very embarrass..haha..
and yan, your TAMIL is powerful..hahaha..i'm amazed! :)

meeting deb and etoh tmr @ STARBUCKS! :):):)

and i don't know why i've got so much to say tonight..

-G.O.O.D N.I.G.H.T-