last night i had a bad dream.
i dreamt that i had a fight with that bastard again.
i know that i'm afraid but i also know that i am definitely not going to lose if we ever fight again.
i won't hide in the toilet or in the room anymore.
i know 1 day we will eventually fight again.
i just feel so..
be it u are going to throw chairs at me, hit me, slap me or whatever again, i'm going to fight back, no matter whoever stands in front of you.


anyway, its really a fulfilling day spent outside today :)