i had just browsed through each and every birthday cards/greeting cards/letters that i had received since sec sch..
and i suddenly got so much to say to so many of u lovelies out there..

to my best friends in pps,
to think that we had actually still write to one another through post for a period of time when we go to different sec schools. how nice....

j...
i know you will never see this..
i didn't know that i had so many letters from you!!!!
and all in long long paragraphs...
though we did not contact each other for quite a long time and both of us do not know what each of us is doing right now.. i still sincerely hope that you are doing fine and is happy.
i know u will be happy. because being happy is what u always tell me, in every single letter.
when i re-read the letters then i know how stupid i had been in the past.. haha. THANK YOU.
i was just too young back then ok!
i feel u are a mature girl back then.. :) u always think far..
as i think back now, i think i can understand why.
and lastly, ur 'z8 story' is classic.

g...
most of my birthday cards are from you! those groups one are also drawn by you..
it has all the classic designs and characteristics..
names are spelled wrongly...
ur signature flowery design...
haha, and till now.. my 21st credit card given by u all is also drawn by u! thankyou!

i had many other letters from the rest...
many small little gifts still kept by me..
bookmarks, sticker...many many.. ilovethem.
i think we are so all so cute..haha. doing all these, playing catching @ imm, taking bus 98, etc.
i know in us we do hope for the best for one another..so even if we weren't as close, it doesn't matter :)

also many cute n small little things from "lovelies"
wishing me goodluck for my firstday being a cya, valentines greeting and so on...
and yes, pok/kay, ur stuffs are not in my box of cards, they are hanged ard in my room. (every night i feel u 2 starting at me la!)
and i also got handmade nicey nicey bday cards from sec schoolmates...
also a letter from senior during the first-aid competition..
"si ling, be confident..turn with force..blablabla

everything back then is all so cute, so sweet, so simple and it can be very very happy if i were not that kind of emo back then. haha, silly.
i must say i had been foolish for a period of time...doing so much for some ppl, always :(,emo..
i duno y but ya, thats teenagers? haha..

but i still met good and lovely ppl...being by my side, guiding me...(e.g: the super lame gang)
so all the falls in the past is nothing.
thanks all for being part of my life, making me to grow to be like who i am now... :) :) :)

and lastly, i also found a letter from bf when he is in OBS back then in 07. its 'a letter' sent through postage! its weird. whatever..
thats the best than any luxury gifts.
it feels that that was a so long time ago thingy..

I'M SO GLAD THAT I DIDN'T THROW ANY OF THE LETTERS/CARDS AWAY!