now i feel bored..
i don't know why...

go to slp ? too early..
watch tv ? boring...scv keeps repeating the same programme.
chat ? nth to say..no mood.
play game ? not interested..

you see, tell me what to do ?

actually i could bring out my notes and read up on hilton's product knowledge..
BUT..i just don't feel like...
i can even re-do OnQ.. but i don't want..
i don't know what i want..

i feel like going out for a walk..
but its like.. where can i go ? where is the furthest place i can walk to ?

I'M BORED
SUPER SUPER BORED

met up with gee/kevin/zb just now at jp for "dinner" haha..
then to library..slacked there and kevin's guest sort of joined us.. :)
there is so much to talk..chat n chat n chat non stop..laugh non stop too! so fun.
but time pass so fast..
and i do thought of you several times in the midst of the conversation. i know..though i tried to deny

there are so many many friends inc. you that i want to meet up with but time do not permits me to do so. :(
just to let you are know..i do care about all of you :)
as much as i can, meet upsss when i have off days..


went to the bank with my da ma today..and sad to say, we did this discretely...
cannot let my dad know..if not he will take money from my da ma again.
so bad..but what to do ? his my dad afterall..
poor mum, feel so sad for her whenever she tell me occasions where my dad ask for money from her..and then there is nothing i can do.
i don't have that huge amount to give money to him or her..
i can't stop him from asking for money..
i can't ask her not to give him when he ask for it, if not she will get scolded.
what can i do ?

then it comes to..

what should i do after i graduate...

study ?
no money..
though i can study part-time and work at the same time..
but i would like to faster get to work and earn money for them
and also, i don't think this way will get me good results..so what is the point of studying then when i am not concentrating?

work ?
but certificate is kind of important for my own future?
and i would like to do my parents proud by having a degree as no female in my family even hold a diploma.
i know having a degree seems nothing to many..but i know they will be happy. (there thought this is the highest education cause it sound "DA XUE" -- > big!

AHHH..i don't know.
some think that parents who path the way for them is stressful and they got no freedom to choose what they want to do. But i would like someone to path it for me now.

time pass so fast..attachment gonna end in 4 months and i haven't got a decision in my mind.
and making a decision at the last minute seems to be so any-o-how.