sometimes i just hate the way things really are..the reality.

thats good when u are able to lie to yourself or able to find something to stop you from thinking..

but, when you are unable to do so, you know what is really happening, you don't know what to do and i tell u, i know how it feels..its so hard to tell.

when i saw my schedule, which is only friday night..
i feel sad cause i might have got free time to let my thoughts run
i feel a little delighted cause this way, maybe they would not deduct my cpf for this month &
i am able to spend time with those i love. coz you won't know when u can't.

--[O.O]--

Went for work training YTD.
i couldn't explain the service milestones because it is the basis of it. the basic of customer service.
its just what you need to do..no reason..haha

and...fri's night was FUNN.. see, i enjoy working...
u can find me laughing half of the time and smile 4/5 of the time.
its really very fun when we ALL crowd at the service area.....
-pick up drinks
-collect bills
-getting confuse over this table & the other
-using ur buttocks to push the one beside you
-singing songs to one another
-saying some "not to be said words" (suhaimi ONLY)
-making funny faces
-complaining

and joke of that night..
gonggong look at the holding board, show that grouchy face and a not happy hand signalling -wHat?
nnn the worse thing, -caught by mr.arthur- and he can't stop laughing.
till now, i bet half of dn's staff know about this already.