I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T UNDERSTAND
IS THERE SUCH A NEED TO BE LIKE THIS ?
TELL ME LIFE IS NOT LIKE THIS
PLS

i didn't mention at first cause i wasn't confirmed about it
i don't want to misunderstood anyone till i am very sure about of it

guess its human nature, people tends to forget what they had said before, thats why they are doing different things from what they had say before without realising it.
just blame luck..

i'm disappointed. i trusted you the most once..and now.. Y ? -ouch-

i start to feel that i don't know which one is the genuine one. -ouch-

i know you got your own views..but its hard to speak up.
but never never did i expect it.

so many many many countless OUCHes at a time is really going to kill me.
the death of my uncle..
the cries of soOOOOOOOOOO many ppl..
the thought of them entertaining me only
the different thinking we have
the fight..arguments..
ARGH.. this is the down-est period of my life i think? at least it is till now.



though MST is over, but i think the coming weeks will be worse.. PROJsss
i want to go australia soooo soon pls...pls let this day come ASAP.
my first priority is just to complete my diploma smoothly pls.. given that i am able to stand..hopefully.

!!!!! cancel the thought of dropping plss!!!!!
i will be so damn bloody stupid idoit if i do this...