its only the start of the new year and its already so haix today.
happy new year ? nope...its just another year that i got to fight on my own through again.

i am so out of place everywhere. its still so nice to hide in my little cosy room.
??? steamboat ???
its just so nice to have it together be it with friends or families. Who wouldn't want this ?
NAH... have u seen someone eating steamboat alone on that big dinner table ? what comment would u give ? the feeling of facing someone whom you really detest and you got to act as if nothing is going on is really unbearable.

the thought of them together with laughter creates some envious or maybe jealous ?
jealous ?? thats kind of absurd..
manjong sessions almost every night..but never fails to call to ensure someone is being locked up in the room. do you people call this selfish ? have fun on your own..how about the rest ?
if u think as long as you are in that room, everything is fine, no problem then you are WRONG!
are you people senile, innocent or acting as if nothing is going on ? need to get a scolding from me to know everything?
if u want to care, go all out and care..if don't, just leave everything out of ur life..that will be none of ur biz then!

someone did something wrong, sorry was not heard but only cries..concern was no longer needed anymore from then onwards and everyone or only one is in her world of her own.
but still, she knows that nobody leaves...

argh...what the hell is all this ? so who should be blamed... its her to you people. but does she wants this?
anyway, it won't affect anyone of you.